new day 
21.sep.25 
Dear Diary,
Okay, so I want to preface by saying that I did not sleep last night, I haven't fully updated yesterday's diary entry, and also I'm really scared right now cuz I haven't slept in 2 days, so it's like I'm afraid of the possible consequences though I'm not actually experiencing any of those consequences, yk? What's calming me down right now is the occasional bird chirp; I love the birds that stop by my window every morning, they're the best! 
Anyway, I'm going to update yesterday's entry (there's a LOT to unpack from yesterday's therapy session, lots of underlying feeling about it too that I doubt my therapist noticed), and then I'll be back on my A-game for IGCSE prep! I honestly don't even know what I stayed up for, I was editing the notebook template by des to use as my extracurricular webpage, and honestly I think I've gotten a little addicted to coding, so I've gotta TAKE A STEP BACK.