first time (in a LONG time) in church07.dec.24
Dear Diary,
I went to church today :) Natalie invited me a few days ago and honestly, I didn't know what I was expecting. It was quite awkward at first (mostly, actually) , cuz I wasn't sure if I was praying correctly, if I was supposed to stand wherever I was standing… it was hectic. And let me tell you, these people had SO much ENERGY. It was like a live concert so I enjoyed it but for god. Our group leader afterwards let us sit on the floor, huddled in a circle. Tell me WHY THEY WERE ALL SO NICE. Nat and her (Shu Xuan?) offered to let me cover my legs w their jackets cuz I wore shorts n looked uncomfortable 😭
The 24 yr old guy next to me (in IT I think), Brian, was so nice om??? I asked very probably (definitely) offensive questions (I DIDNT mean offence, just wanted answers fr), but he was so insistent on continuing his explanations to his answers to my questions. He even stopped the surprise birthday cake thing they brought for him just to explain the concept of god to me. (Btw it was durian cake. Yuck but we make it work.) Were my questions answered? Not really. Did I make new friends and have fun? Yes. 🥰🥰