feeling good like i should 😎05.dec.24

Dear Diary,

I was feeling good so I brought out the red soccer ball and started dribbling + phantom passes in my grandparents’ room ✌️Bought the Apple Pencil (USB-C) ! Was supposed to go to piano class to help out + have practical lessons but skipped out 😝 

Also had a profound idea, the notion that being too high or low results in more conflict and therefore being average is the only way out. I had this idea while watching Melancholia (I’m at the timeskip part and I REALLY wanna drop the show, like? They’re blaming the bride when she’s literally just standing next to Seung-yoo and that scene where she was leaning on Seung-yoo was when she was SLEEPING. Aka UNCONSCIOUS. What’d you expect SY to do? Push her off? + why why why are hey not questioning the person who TOOK THOSE PICTURES??? Creepy stuff and an actual crime.), where I suddenly realised how many “talks” these corrupt adults. Have under the premise that they’re being mature, and these “talks” with problematic students / toppers to “help” them, when the rest are just completely neglected.

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